There's a lot of interesting stuff in this world. Admittedly, that makes it kinda hard to stay focused. But the one thing I always seem to end up with, the one thing I know I'll always gravitate towards, is music.
So I'm trying to develop my hearing, combining, and technical skills, hopefully without losing my instincts in the process.
Should I ever create something hauntingly beautiful that explodes with energy while irritating the sh** out of its audience I count myself lucky. It might take a while.